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Since I started fasting (eating a meal a day, not typical Malay fasting), I found that I can’t eat lunch if I already have my breakfast. I usually eat 3 or more meal per day. LLOL!

And *drum roll*, I love to eat meat a lot, maybe used to *roll eyes*…
See the picture?!!!! xD

i haven’t visited the stall that sell this delicious duck+siuyuk rice for weeks now because of my fasting *cough cough* to lose weight.

p/s: support goldflower to lose weight. hahahaha
pps: will be away tomorrow, perhaps thats why i blog a lot today. hahaha. now i am out. peace!


want to know what i have for breakfast ? xD

want to know how yummmylicious ? xD

lmao! feel like retarded =_=|


i read this one long time ago, been few year i think. whenever i read books like this, i will copy and paste the quote that moved me and saved it in Microsoft word document. now i decided to share with you all.

this book is written by the mother of the girl that die in the rampant shooting at columbine high school. witness said that she had been shot because when the attacker ask her . ” do you believe in JESUS“. and she said yes. she have become the unlikely martyr.

mind you, she is not someone who grew up in Christian family and always be goody two-shoes. its an battle for her to find way to JESUS too . just like any normal human being .

“ P.S. Honestly, I want to live completely for God. It’s hard and scary, but totally worth it.”
From a note written by Cassie the night before she was killed
and handed to her friend Amanda the next morning at school.

her mother went through her journal and everything in order to understand her more. so, there is few quote from from her marked book that i like
In her copy of Bread for the Journey, a collection of meditations by
Henri Nouwen, several of the passages Cassie marked refer to relationships with family members and friends. The first is from a piece entitled “Be Yourself.”

Often we want to be somewhere other than where we are, or even to be someone other than who we are. We tend to compare ourselves constantly with others and wonder why we are not as rich, as intelligent, as simple, as generous, or as saintly as they are. Such comparisons make us feel guilty, ashamed, or jealous…We are unique human beings, each with a call to realize in life what nobody else can, and to realize it in the concrete context of the here and now. We will never find happiness by trying to figure out whether we are better or worse than others. We are good enough to do what we are called to do. Be yourself!

on another page she underlined this

Without the love of our parents, sisters, brothers, spouses, lovers, and friends, we cannot live. Without love we die. Still, for many people this love comes in a very broken and limited way. It can be tainted by power plays, jealousy, resentment, vindictiveness, and even abuse. No human love is the perfect love our hearts desire, and sometimes human love is so imperfect that we can hardly recognize it as love.

you can get this ebook for free from

i almost finish reading all the books there. there is few books that make me cry including this one. a good book

p/s: lame attempt in trying to make u read it. 😛

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credit to snjeung

the continuation is sub by t2s

this couple is my sinful indulgence. LOL. i been trying to pick up korean language…
now i know that
otokeh mean what to do .(LOL)
shiroh mean no! (rofl)
saranghaeyo ( i love you. *wink*)
cheun nam gold flower imida. (mean my name is goldflower):P
thanks to those who sub. love ♥

last but not least this one is the zinger burger….. burp.. all already in the stomach 😛


this story make me laugh and cry so much 😦
i think this story suit people in grieving process. i lost someone precious to me 2years ago.

i wonder will this person list me a to do list to get on living ?
sometime i wonder it is ok to keep on living?
it is ok to be happy?
it is ok to do things i want to do?
if this person make a list of to do for me? what would it be ?
so many unanswered question when someone just leave you suddenly .
people said, keep on living , do it for the person.
huh??? this person is not even living 😦
should stop before it get too long . haha. dear you, if you become ghost, do come to visit me.. i miss you

i found this at and its damn funny. LOL!xD
no, i am not pervert , i don’t Google anything about “sex” .
someone post this link on twitter. i am totally innocent. hahahaxD

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